Gods, this 'verse kills me. So many questions and so many half-answers teasing at the edge of my mind without the last bits to give them confirmation.
I like the idea that this is something that was done to Jeff, something he volunteered for, out of some sense of idealism, some sense that he wanted to help, only to find that it wasn't at all like he thought it would be.
I also really like the image of him stroking the map and Jensen feeling it. I get this image of Jeff seeing it as printed on Jensen's body, combining knowledge with this unintended sexuality that is almost innocent...if Jeff were a better man. You know? :D
And then I like the overt sexuality of the red pulsing dataport marking Jensen as claimed; the obviousness of it, contrasted with the security/comfort it gives Jensen to have it. That it's better to be thought someone's whore than to be unattached and vulnerable.
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Date: 2008-06-21 03:27 pm (UTC)I like the idea that this is something that was done to Jeff, something he volunteered for, out of some sense of idealism, some sense that he wanted to help, only to find that it wasn't at all like he thought it would be.
I also really like the image of him stroking the map and Jensen feeling it. I get this image of Jeff seeing it as printed on Jensen's body, combining knowledge with this unintended sexuality that is almost innocent...if Jeff were a better man. You know? :D
And then I like the overt sexuality of the red pulsing dataport marking Jensen as claimed; the obviousness of it, contrasted with the security/comfort it gives Jensen to have it. That it's better to be thought someone's whore than to be unattached and vulnerable.
"Tell me I can touch you."
Gnnnngh.