Oh Dean. Things are really getting to him, aren't they? The slow drip-drip return of memories (never all good, always gotta be a mixed blessing), the continued lack of emotional context, the demon whispering in his ear ... and the lack of emotional context and swiss cheese memories that together make it so very difficult to reject the demon's whispers.
*whimper* Oh Dean.
Plus, he's snapping at his Sammy too. Seriously, not half-teasing. Ouch.
And then there's Bobby's visit. And the implied threat from outside. (And the Impala *squee* which made Dean smile!!) On the one hand, Bobby's presence lessened the claustrophobia, on the other, it added to the seige-like feeling, knowing (having it confirmed) that the hunter community are watching them close, and having assorted ideas about how to handle Dean and all.
And Bobby gives him/them two weeks to get themselves/Dean pulled together. If all goes well with the Friday spell, wonder if that'll be enough time to actually get Dean pulled together a bit. Also ... Bobby's only talking for himself. Somebody else might have a different timeline. *shivers*
Oh John - you can be a total SOB sometimes, can't you? Contemplating using some poor wounded "child" as a weapon! He makes it so hard to sympathize with him sometimes. And the demon and others call *Dean* the psychotic one. Huh. Where'd he learn it from, huh? But he gets a few sympathy points back for planning out how he'd help Dean get away if the other hunters come for him.
Impala! *bounce*
John and Bobby are not having a friendly sort of reunion there, are they? This whole ... attitude, of life being cheap and all (there's a better way to phrase it but I can't find it right now) is just all ... fucked up. Totally. In his right mind, Dean is, like, so much better than the rest of them. Mr Hero. (If you missed it, I *am* a total Dean fangirl here. Even if he can be an unlettered chauvanistic pig sometimes. He's the cutest unlettered chauvanistic pig EVER! And I don't just mean his physical appeal.)
Oh man. Dean trying to get to the demon, thinking about using it as a weapon. *flails tiny fists of angst* He's so broken and hurting and- *flails flails flails*
It's kinda interesting, though, considering how John wasn't sure earlier if Dean was lying to him, but now he's totally certain, no problem telling. Has Dean changed that much (again) in a few days? Or is John not seeing the contradition from his earlier observations/interactions?
And Dean himself is so out of it that he doesn't even seem to recognize that his lies/con is transparent and John's totally seen through it. That's actually the most disturbing part.
And there goes that demon whispering, regular as clockwork. It so needs to shut up and leave my woobie alone.
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Date: 2006-06-06 07:40 am (UTC)Oh Dean. Things are really getting to him, aren't they? The slow drip-drip return of memories (never all good, always gotta be a mixed blessing), the continued lack of emotional context, the demon whispering in his ear ... and the lack of emotional context and swiss cheese memories that together make it so very difficult to reject the demon's whispers.
*whimper* Oh Dean.
Plus, he's snapping at his Sammy too. Seriously, not half-teasing. Ouch.
And then there's Bobby's visit. And the implied threat from outside. (And the Impala *squee* which made Dean smile!!) On the one hand, Bobby's presence lessened the claustrophobia, on the other, it added to the seige-like feeling, knowing (having it confirmed) that the hunter community are watching them close, and having assorted ideas about how to handle Dean and all.
And Bobby gives him/them two weeks to get themselves/Dean pulled together. If all goes well with the Friday spell, wonder if that'll be enough time to actually get Dean pulled together a bit. Also ... Bobby's only talking for himself. Somebody else might have a different timeline. *shivers*
Oh John - you can be a total SOB sometimes, can't you? Contemplating using some poor wounded "child" as a weapon! He makes it so hard to sympathize with him sometimes. And the demon and others call *Dean* the psychotic one. Huh. Where'd he learn it from, huh? But he gets a few sympathy points back for planning out how he'd help Dean get away if the other hunters come for him.
Impala! *bounce*
John and Bobby are not having a friendly sort of reunion there, are they? This whole ... attitude, of life being cheap and all (there's a better way to phrase it but I can't find it right now) is just all ... fucked up. Totally. In his right mind, Dean is, like, so much better than the rest of them. Mr Hero. (If you missed it, I *am* a total Dean fangirl here. Even if he can be an unlettered chauvanistic pig sometimes. He's the cutest unlettered chauvanistic pig EVER! And I don't just mean his physical appeal.)
Oh man. Dean trying to get to the demon, thinking about using it as a weapon. *flails tiny fists of angst* He's so broken and hurting and- *flails flails flails*
It's kinda interesting, though, considering how John wasn't sure earlier if Dean was lying to him, but now he's totally certain, no problem telling. Has Dean changed that much (again) in a few days? Or is John not seeing the contradition from his earlier observations/interactions?
And Dean himself is so out of it that he doesn't even seem to recognize that his lies/con is transparent and John's totally seen through it. That's actually the most disturbing part.
And there goes that demon whispering, regular as clockwork. It so needs to shut up and leave my woobie alone.
~continued~