freaking awesome. I love how you and PT have this shared-brain thing going on. :D
this really hit me hard: "I don't know," Jane asks, frowning now even as she's trying to project calm. What comes easy to Cate isn't working for her. "What would you do? Make her hurt you again?"
Silence drops between them like a stone.
Jeremy's mouth feels numb, but he manages to say, "What?"
I can so relate to Jeremy here, it made me uncomfortable...i don't even know.
On the one hand, my little libra heart is mortified on behalf of Jeremy here, even though I understand that Marisa has a lot of pain to work through, etc. So...the unfair part of me has no stomach for the type of person who becomes a part of a 'family' like the Trust, or even just part of Jeremy's family, who then betrays that family by sharing secret, private things with people who can't or won't understand! Grr! :(
On the other hand, part of me is totally horrified for Marisa; Jeremy may not have had the consenting partner he thought he did; he could really have been hurting Marisa emotionally this whole time without even knowing...and now they both have to live with that! :((
In conclusion: I love this angst!! I read this on my lunch break and kept coming back to it all day while I stuffed envelopes at work; the layers you have put here are SO enthralling!!
I also really dig how Misha asks Jeremy if Jeff has something on him; I adore how fucking smart Misha is about that kind of stuff. He should trade some of his street smarts for Jensen's sex training, heh. :)
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this really hit me hard:
"I don't know," Jane asks, frowning now even as she's trying to project calm. What comes easy to Cate isn't working for her. "What would you do? Make her hurt you again?"
Silence drops between them like a stone.
Jeremy's mouth feels numb, but he manages to say, "What?"
I can so relate to Jeremy here, it made me uncomfortable...i don't even know.
On the one hand, my little libra heart is mortified on behalf of Jeremy here, even though I understand that Marisa has a lot of pain to work through, etc. So...the unfair part of me has no stomach for the type of person who becomes a part of a 'family' like the Trust, or even just part of Jeremy's family, who then betrays that family by sharing secret, private things with people who can't or won't understand! Grr! :(
On the other hand, part of me is totally horrified for Marisa; Jeremy may not have had the consenting partner he thought he did; he could really have been hurting Marisa emotionally this whole time without even knowing...and now they both have to live with that! :((
In conclusion: I love this angst!! I read this on my lunch break and kept coming back to it all day while I stuffed envelopes at work; the layers you have put here are SO enthralling!!
I also really dig how Misha asks Jeremy if Jeff has something on him; I adore how fucking smart Misha is about that kind of stuff. He should trade some of his street smarts for Jensen's sex training, heh. :)
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