Do you know what Legion *is*, exactly? A demon, or...hmm, some kind of entity that spreads like a virus? Corrosive, too, apparently. Mental leprosy...!
Legion keeps going on about "Legion loves you", etc...Does Legion want Jensen specifically, or does it know he's sworn to Morrigan; or-does it just want to add numbers, so it "loves" everyone? Because the idea of it wanting Jensen himself, perhaps because it wants to stop Morrigan, or because Renee is part of it now and *she* loves him, so *it* does...that doesn't spook me nearly as much as the idea of Legion wanting to absorb EVERYBODY in its path, like the Blob...! 0.0
Did Jensen know Renee was cheating before she got killed, or was it a total shock? (Can't remember if that was mentioned, sorry!) Was *she* surprised she had sex with Ever-and what happened to make Ever so bitter about it...sorry she didn't take her in, but angry, too? *wonders* Renee was definitely expressing her issues sexually...I'm surprised there wasn't more kink in their sex lives, since she did introduce the vibrator, and Jensen was willing to use it on her, since she wanted it. *She's* the one, after all, who expressed the desire to hold Jensen down (a common urge, right?) I wonder if Jensen was so drawn to her in the beginning because Renee was as close as he could to being with a man, while staying safely in a het relationship? He might not have been able to articulate it that way, since they were so young and he was all dewy and innocent (*glee!*); but-*she* was the one who beat up boys to protect him, and *she* was the sexual aggressor and more confident one...and he devoted himself to following her lead and cleaning up after her, to a large degree. I can't help but wonder what might have happened if Renee had brought someone else into their bed, to experiment, or wanted to explore bondage. It wouldn't have stopped Jensen from dreaming about men, but it might have satisfied the being held down fantasy. And...an open marriage would have let them satisfy their various interesting urges, while clinging to each other for their emotional needs. It's something that might cross Jensen's mind, as he gets closer to Jeff and Misha...the "what if Renee and I had..." question that can't ever be answered, now. How much guilt would that cause him, I wonder...being willing to explore now what he might have denied in the past, or never have realized/admitted he wanted? Like he doesn't have enough issues, right?
lots of babbling...:D
Legion keeps going on about "Legion loves you", etc...Does Legion want Jensen specifically, or does it know he's sworn to Morrigan; or-does it just want to add numbers, so it "loves" everyone? Because the idea of it wanting Jensen himself, perhaps because it wants to stop Morrigan, or because Renee is part of it now and *she* loves him, so *it* does...that doesn't spook me nearly as much as the idea of Legion wanting to absorb EVERYBODY in its path, like the Blob...! 0.0
Did Jensen know Renee was cheating before she got killed, or was it a total shock? (Can't remember if that was mentioned, sorry!) Was *she* surprised she had sex with Ever-and what happened to make Ever so bitter about it...sorry she didn't take her in, but angry, too? *wonders* Renee was definitely expressing her issues sexually...I'm surprised there wasn't more kink in their sex lives, since she did introduce the vibrator, and Jensen was willing to use it on her, since she wanted it. *She's* the one, after all, who expressed the desire to hold Jensen down (a common urge, right?) I wonder if Jensen was so drawn to her in the beginning because Renee was as close as he could to being with a man, while staying safely in a het relationship? He might not have been able to articulate it that way, since they were so young and he was all dewy and innocent (*glee!*); but-*she* was the one who beat up boys to protect him, and *she* was the sexual aggressor and more confident one...and he devoted himself to following her lead and cleaning up after her, to a large degree. I can't help but wonder what might have happened if Renee had brought someone else into their bed, to experiment, or wanted to explore bondage. It wouldn't have stopped Jensen from dreaming about men, but it might have satisfied the being held down fantasy. And...an open marriage would have let them satisfy their various interesting urges, while clinging to each other for their emotional needs. It's something that might cross Jensen's mind, as he gets closer to Jeff and Misha...the "what if Renee and I had..." question that can't ever be answered, now. How much guilt would that cause him, I wonder...being willing to explore now what he might have denied in the past, or never have realized/admitted he wanted? Like he doesn't have enough issues, right?