Jensen's nightmares taunt him with what could have been and it's terrifying that he can be hurt physically in them too ... would Jeff and Misha be able to help him escape from the choices he's made if he one day chose life instead of death for himself? I have my doubts, but I'd love to see him let them try.

Part of me refuses to find sympathy for Renee. I know she was the love of Jensen's life but he was, it seems, more in love with her than she was with him. She kept herself apart from him, didn't take his name, put herself into a situation where she wouldn't be faithful, where not only she but also their unborn child would be at risk. I'd love to be able to have more sympathy for her, but it just isn't there.

So happy to see an update of this story. So very happy. Thank you.