This is so true. I am going to University and I am scared shitless that I won't find a job after and during it. I want to travel, I want to live before going to University, I want to get experiences and not to worry, because I think after I go to Uni, I'll have to stop. I have to be responsible, smart, adult... I don't want that. I have always felt a bit out of my skin, I haven't felt about my age in several years. I want to be a teenager, even if it would be only for a year. I want to be a teen. I am now eighteen and I want to feel like that, not like I was 30 year old with a stick up to her ass.

Wow, that was a rant.