Wow. That's -really very quite horribly intense. Sam and John and Dean and John, and Alec for all of them. John hasn't even seen his eyes open yet, right? I hurt for all of them just now.

"Dean meets her eyes; he owes her that much. "

Thank you for that. I really needed the reassurance. Poor girl, poor Dean and thank heavens for Sam. I love Sam's strength here, to be what they need from him.

That's umm...Despite the bazillionty of backstory I'm not getting (missed fic? can't find any, maybe I missed a whole verse? sorry!)