I paused actual real Supernatural, that I hadn't seen before, because I needed to READ THIS NOW. (And now I'm listening to Amy Winehouse's 'Rehab'. How appropriate.) Your fic does that to me.

Jensen looked at his first love without flinching

That just broke me.

"Jen," Jeff said roughly. "How long have you been on heroin?"

I really want to know what Jeff's thinking at that point, and how much he knows about Jensen's situation.

Stupid, stupid whore.

Ow. *whimpers*