You've totally done it again. It practically KILLS me to see Jensen with anyone but Jared, cos I'm lame like that, but I cannot resist fantastic writing. And you've completely hooked me on this. I'm fascinated by the promises in They said it was an honor. They didn't pick just anybody to serve. The money was good, the protections were better. He could call stop at any time. It would pay for everything he needed, in exchange for sex he probably would've had for free. God knew he wasn't a virgin or a choirboy, not anymore. Not for a very long time.