Awwwww. *loves on the boys* They are gonna be hurtin' in the morning.

I mean, I was practically in tears from all the angst, but that last image just makes me smile.

Sam trusted him, trusted his control, and Dean hated him a little for that. - that really hits me in a good place. because if everybody is wary of you then you don't have to be careful, don't have to worry. if everyone expects you to fuck up then it doesn't matter what you do.

further back, the painful flashes of painful memories, and it's so him to do his brooding somewhere uncomfortable.

ahhhhh. Dean. Deeeaaaaan